
Well. I have come to post again. Still angry over what happened yesterday. Angry at them, but even more angry at myself. Angry that I trusted them so much...That I told my secrets to them...Angry that I trusted them again again even after some of them betrayed me...
Yesterday found this MV while I was trying to cool down. Don't understand it, but I think the song was nice anyway. Enjoy.
Here's the song:
也许这是最后的考验当我再度遇见了你
是命运捆绑了我们还是爱情相信了记忆
你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪
爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪
* 爱是无辜的风筝拉着最在乎的人
情已逝我还在注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
给不起的是你的天真为了他你学会否认
不承认你给过青春曾经爱过我的每一分
我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻
只好对自己的痛楚不负责任
Repeat *
无法挽救的温存
我是残破的风筝
宁愿在遥远的天空
看你转过身决定去实现你和他的承诺
Repeat *
也许这是最后的考验当我再度遇见了你
She says bye with a heavy heart.
Hey guys I post again!!!
So.....Today we NP peeps had our CD course. In case you don't know, CD means Civil Defence. It was quite fun and we got to learn how to seal up a room in case of a chemical threat(lols)! Well our room was sealed up quite well and no gas came in. Then, the instructor told us to remove the seals and we were shocked! Because we thought that the gas was tear gas. But we did as instructed and removed all the seals. Then the gas started to seep in and it was actually.......Bubblegum flavoured gas! Ah, we were all tricked.
Then today we kept talking about ITC and Solo Night!!!
Alot of people heard
alot of things. But well, it was supersupersupersupersupersupersupersupersupersupersupersuper F-U-N.
{itc'08 rawks madly!!!}
Hey long time no post!I mean I didn't post.So........I had NP camp from last Friday to Sunday. Well.....How to say......It was not as hiong as last year(which is GOOD) but I have comments about some parts of the camp.
Well.Lets start with the most interesting one. Solo night. Ok its seriously very frightening(although this coward closed her eyes and PRAYED through the whole thing). I was posted at the
second scariest place in school, the LT!!!! I almost had hallucinations. Then its like I hear some very very freakingly
soft footsteps. I mean,who would walk so quietly? Except me(because I got train,haha) but obviously its not me walking.Then I hear some dog whining. Its like somebody is torturing it,thats why its whining like the way I heard it(shudder). Then its night trail. Although the scaring is man-made(by my seniors) but can they like don't let us go to those places? Like that creepy fence just beside our barracks. The whole area creeps me out. And the you-know-where, the c_ _ _ _ l. I do not even dare mention it. It is like so dangerous!!!!!!!!!! The aim of these two activities was to let us become braver but after I went there, I seriously got more timid.
On the first day I made a grave mistake because I was not being alert. I think that my whole squad hated me like mad at that moment. Haizz now I can only ask for their forgiveness.
Another big thing: I ran TEN rounds!!!!!!!!!!!Omg it is the best thing I have ever done in my life because usually I just slack and walk oh so s-l-o-w-l-y. Happy with myself. But cannot slack! I must build up my stamina so that I can run even more rounds.
So these are the more interesting things of the camp. Oh ya and that there is no civilzation in the camp!We cannot even bring a handphone. But I guess it is good for us,in a way...Haizz ever since I came back from the camp, I have been feeling dizzy and feels very unbalanced when I walk or see things. Wonder what is wrong with me? Maybe I am getting sick.Never mind, just let nature take its course. As long it does not happen during examination periods.
Btw today I cut my hair!!!!!Because ever since I came back from the camp, my hair's been frizzing out. It was as dry as a stack of dry grass. Yes, it was SO serious. Then I freaked out and then went to cut my hair. Although this kind of hair is actually for people with curly hair and does not look so nice with rebonded hair, but it is short and easy to wash. So, I am contented.
And that's all for today!!!!! Stay tuned(Lol I say until as if my blog is a tv channel)!!!
Yesterday was
Leap Year Day!!!!The day that only happens once in only
four years!!!!!!!The people that has their birthday on this day must be so special!
Yesterday is special for me too.My Maths
passed!!!!Major yayness!!!!!!!!!!!!And then in NP, we learnt many many interesting things about CD!So fun!
But in the MRT, Van and Pris and I talked about some things.Then I asked whether they think I am weird.Then said 'Yes'!!!Many people hav already said I am weird....So I really am weird..........
But why?I really do not understand.
And recently Vanessa is very pissed at somebody.....so I want to help her tell the somebody: Can you stop making her so angry and sad?Everyone has their own weaknesses and shortcomings,and you have your own too.Its not like you are perfect.So can you stop harping on her shortcoming?
So....This is what basically happened on 29 February 2008.Take care,and remember to tag!!!!!!!!