Suddenly feeling very down. I realised my friends are not my friends anymore. Take for example my primary school friends. Those who were once the closest to me...they are all gone. Like leaves being blown away in the wind. Flying further and further away from me.....
People whom I thought I was close to, I am not close to at all. But when I have noticed that, everything has already come too late.
Sometimes I just wish I am all alone. That I could just run away. Run to a place where nobody is. That would be the best for me.


Can I just fade away,disappear?

Yo peeps!!! I'm back from Malaysia!!!And I promise, this is gonna be a long long post. :)

Kays firstly, two people invited me to do a quiz. So here goes:

(A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
(B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people. (K as you can see I was tagged by YY.)

1) If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
*Er. Cut all connections with him? Ok I admit maybe my first reaction would be to slap him.

2) If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?
*I want another 1000 Dreams to be able to come true.(wahaha selfish me.)

3) What are your plans for these hols?
*Lol like more than half of the hols are already gone and I get asked this.

4) Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
*I dunno? What is meant by 'what lies ahead of you'? As in studies? Work? Family?

5) What's your ideal lover like?
*Er. Me not too sure. Cos never thought about it before.

6) Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
*Both.

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone when he/she is late?
*Depends on why I am waiting for that someone.

8) If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
*Wish them happiness lorh. What else can I do?(so pessimistic hor.)

9) Is there anything that made you happy these days?
*Not too sure either. Like, how happy?

10) Is being tagged fun?
*Ok la, but NOT being tagged is pathetic.

11) How do you see yourself in ten years time?
*Holding a successful job,driving my own car, owning one whole library of books(hahahahaha) and having the utmost FREEDOM!!!!!

12) Who are currently most important people to you?
*Family and friends. :)

13)Do you prefer being single or attached?
*Both have their advantages and disadvantages.

14) Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?
*Single and rich. So that I can buy more of the things I like!!!XD

15) What's the first thing you do every morning?
*Wake up...lol

16) What is the thing you look forward to the most now?
*Nothing much.

17) If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
*Who are the two?

18) If you're angry, what would you do?
*Ignore the person that made me angry. I mean, common sense right?

19) Can i dont change this question?
*???What a strange question.

20) What type of friends do you dislike?
*Fakers. Backstabbers. Irritating snoobs.

Help yourself to the quiz if u want.hehe.

Here's the next quiz, given by Shi Han:

1. What's your amibition ?
*Alot leh,haha. Erm, too many until I forgot liao,lol.

2. Who is more important to yoos ? Friends or girlfriend/boyfriend?
*Isn't it obvious?I mean, hello, I don't even have a bf?

3. Who is the person yoos trust most?
*Myself. Hey wait! Before you throw that rotten tomato at me,please think-you are the only one that won't betray yourself, right?

4. Do yoos think yoos have enough confidence ?
*Sometimes way too little confidence.Sometimes way too much confidence.

5. Who is your idol?
*Currently no one.

6. Do yoos believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
*You mean, literally or technically?

7. What is your goal for this year ?
*Its all in my profile, please go and see for yourself.

8. Do yoos believe in eternity love ?
*Yea. Its practically impossible, but then again, nothing is impossible.

9. Do yoos think yoos are a strong person ?
*No.Definitely not.

10. What feeling do yoos love most ?
*Happy. Doesn't everyone like feeling happy?

11. What are the requirements yoos wish from the other half ?
*Never really thought before. Hey I am still young for that ok!

12. What do yoos hate about school ?
*Having to drag myself out of bed,knowing that I have to face yet another day of boring actions.

13. Do yoos cherish every single friendship of yours ?
*Honestly saying, no. Cos 失去了，才会学会珍惜.

14. Describe yourself.
*This you have to ask my friends.

15. What do yoos think is the most important thing in your life ?
*Family and friends.

16. Do yoos love anime ?
*Yea. Alot.

17. Describe the person who tagged yoos in 5 words .
*(ShiHan) Cute, pretty, friendly, understanding, a true friend.

18. Your favourite food?(my question,haha)
*Currently it's 炸 ice-cream, haha!

19. If time were to rewind , when will yoos want to be ?
*When I was young, about 4 years old.

20. What do yoos want most for your birthday ?
*K this question is difficult. Coz I want alot of things. But I want most...Everybody to be happy and healthy ba.

Instructions : Remove one question from above and add in your personal question . Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people . List them out at the end of the post . Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged . Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all :D (The eight people: Elvis, Yongyi, Shaoyi, Shirley, Xinyi, JunJie, Eugene, ChingHun)

K so you probably must have noticed I was absent(as for those who didn't, well, I dunno what to say...), and for those close to me you probably know I went to Malaysia. It was...how do I describe...五味掺杂 ba. First day I went to Lumut(it was a really long car ride), checked in at the hotel, went for a swim(and me with my girl cousin get splashed by my guy cousins:( ), watched TV and slept. Lol. Second day is the one with the real fun. We took the boat to Pangkor Island and ate lunch there(Forgot what I ate,haha). Then we went sightseeing at some places. The beach was extremely beautiful(too bad you could'nt see it Xd) but the smell was not, haha. It smelt of...guess? I mean, what other kind of smell will you smell from a fishing village. Dried fish la. But the dried fish so nice. We went to this dried fish snacks place where you can have free testing of all the dried fish snacks. Ate quite alot leh(haha) but most are spicy and I hear myself afterwards crying for water.
Then at night my cousins have to go back coz they have school tyhe next day, but I don't, so I stayed at the hotel for one more day. And we had a super expensive dinner!!! Cos there was nothing left to eat, so my 阿姨 and 姨丈, my mum my bro and I went down to the hotel restaurant. We bought two plates of fried rice and two plates of chicken cutlets. Each plate costs RM22.00, so the total amounts to RM88.00!!!!!!!!!! Imagine a plate of fried rice costing S$11.00!!!
K so anyway the next day, we went back to Penang in the morning. When we stopped for lunch, I had Hokkien Mee which was not Hokkien Mee. Because firstly, the Hokkien Mee was with soup,and secondly, I have never ever tasted such SPICY Hokkien Mee!!!It was so spicy I have to sip my drink for every mouthful I eat. But the goreng pisang and fried sweet potato and the dunno-what-peanut-thingie was extemely delicious.Yumyum. Then we went to stay in another 阿姨's house in the evening. The next day, my 姨丈 drove us to my grandparent's house. Stayed there for about four days. Since there was nothing much to do there, my bro and I played poker cards all day,everyday,haha. Also watched alot of TV. The last day there was the best!!!I finally learnt how to play mahjong, taught by my grandfather, haha. Oh and bathing was fun! The water was super super cold!!!!!!!!!When I poured the water on myself, so shuang!!!!!!Haha.
Then I went back to Penang again,lol. Began reading a book called 鬼网. Then the next day, the last day of our stay, we went to this super huge shopping centre called the 'Pacific' and I bought a green shirt, yay!!! But soon it was night and I had to take the coach back to Singapore. And this morning I went to Woodlands checkpoint, and hov, I am back!!!
K so I think it was quite enjoyable. And I managed not to get into any big fights with my cousins,yay!!!But I did 发abit of小姐脾气,la,haha.Sorry lorh.

Yay and when I went to Malaysia, I heard alot of nice songs!!! Here they are:

When I was at Lumut, watched the Cinderella 3 movie on Disney channel and heard this song. Quite nice so I put it here lorh.


Also from the same singer, this song was also originally from a Disney movie, called Tiger Cruise, but it is also used in the Heroes show.


This song I heard on the radio in the car.


This song also heard on the radio.


This song I heard on my aunt's CD. Last time keep hearing this so very 怀旧,haha.


HA!!!This song chao cute leh. Kept hearing it when Iwas young. Also heard tis on my aunt's CD,haha.


This is another alernative MV.Lol kawaii desu!! Super cute can!


Yea, so that's all.Hey, this pot is not so long after all,hor? Or maybe it is. Well, who knows.XD