Suddenly feeling very down. I realised my friends are not my friends anymore. Take for example my primary school friends. Those who were once the closest to me...they are all gone. Like leaves being blown away in the wind. Flying further and further away from me.....
People whom I thought I was close to, I am not close to at all. But when I have noticed that, everything has already come too late.
Sometimes I just wish I am all alone. That I could just run away. Run to a place where nobody is. That would be the best for me.


Can I just fade away,disappear?