Hi, people. I am back again, lol. Yay I finally printed the piano scores for Qi Li Xiang and Lang Man Shou Ji!!!! So happy. I will spend a considerable amount of holiday time on learning them. Hm hm...Yea and I'm going to kill myself if I don't learn it properly cos I took so much printer ink to print them. And I even made a mistake and have to reprint. So yea. Jiayous to me.:)
Anyway, my main reason for posting again is to tell ya'll that I will not be breaking, whoops I mean having a break after all. Maybe I will go online, maybe I will not...Depends. Well, my mood have certainly brightened up alot,and sorry to you for having to listen to my crap, and thank you to you too, also for listening to my crap, and standing by me even when you actually don't like me when I'm emo. I will try(note: try) to be more cheerful next time.:) So, that's all, folks!

Changed my song again, to Your Love Is A Lie by Simple Plan. It is a great song! Too bad I don't have it. So anyone who has the song, plase send to me through MSN(I can't save attachments in my email). Thanks!

I also listened to a Korean group, Big Bang(saw from Ex-NCO Winnie's blog), but dunno which songs to choose(they just sounded similar, partly because I dunno what they are singing about), so instead I posted the links to some of the songs I like better. Ok their songs are average. But their MV is super good. They chose the right director. Anyway, here are the links:

Day By Day -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76v7ogxeNvo
Lies -> http://www.youtube.com/watch%20v=wQHVLN59NA4&feature=related
Last Farewell -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dna29ecVF9I&feature=related

Anyway, I think I know why I feel so sluggish and unenthusiastic and strange. I am probably too tired or too stressed over exams. Or I changed(?). Ok I probably can come up with a thousand reasons. Erm. So. Anyway, I decided to take a break(with KitKat!Jkjk) from the computer, just to see if it will do me any good. So I probably won't be online for a while. As for how I define "a while", well it can range from a few days to a few weeks(not possible to be so long, but then again not impossible too). So, bye to ya people for awhile while I take my break!:)


Smile, it takes me to the stars.

Hi peeps.Today we had a class gathering. A small one.It was quite nice,but only nine people came, namely Elvis, Kheat Tong, Meng Kiat, Hong Giap, Adelson(who pangsei-ed us in the middle,lol), Hao Wei, Shi Han, Shaoyi and me.Ok...about what we did. We ate(Pastamania except I didn't eat pasta, but Mk and KT did), watched movie(Wall-E, which was kinda boring but was cute,but I'm not the kind of person who likes cute things, so yeah), window-shopped, took pictures and took pictures. We really took alot of pictures. We were taking pictures practically the whole of the gathering. But I didn't take cos my hp no camera and I also didn't bring my camera.:( And as nobody sent me the pictures yet, I can't post it here... Anyway, SH and I didn't really interact with the guys. It was mostly SY doing the talking. Well I agree that I kinda cannot communicate well with guys, not sure why. It's just like that. Mind you, I have been in my current class for two years and I still can't talk normally with the guys. Btw Elvis say I look like an auntie leh. I am so shocked.I was wearing an I.P. ZONE jacket, which aunties would never EVER wear. My bag looks ok too. So I presume I must really look like an auntie for him to say that. Hai. Elvis, no wonder you called Evils. Lol.

Anyway, I am abit put off about outings and gatherings with many people. I just don't like it; you have to give in to other people's choices sometimes. I guess I won't be going to the K-Box session on Monday... I feel like staying at home the whole week,because actually there are not many places to go to in Singapore.... I wish I can go on a road trip, those kind where you just take a map and random drive anywhere;it'll be fun,cos you can discover new places. I know those movies always show people going on a road trip always stray off the road and go to some eerie abandoned road, and they always get chased by a mentally insane,sadistic killer, but still, its just a movie,right? And anyway, its not possible to have any abandoned roads in Singapore, and if there is, we are NOT so stupid to take it.

I know I seem like a loner. But I really don't feel like going to the K-box session.I prefer going out in pairs or threes;smaller groups.But this holiday I really don't feel like going out...I hate the crowds. Alot.I feel like reading books all the time now.:) They are the only htings that can bring you into a world where you won't feel lonely, and yet won't get too crowded. Books rawk.

Links of two pictures I found. Tried to put on the blog, but the pictures are too big and look ugly on the post. Bleach lovers should go take a look.The two pics are linked to each other(you will know when you see them).
Goodbye, halcyon days - colour by ~krazi-shuttler on deviantART

Eagle without Wings by ~krazi-shuttler on deviantART


Questions, perhaps they are better without an answer.

Yay!!!Finally I changed my blog song.X) I will never be irritated by that cheery tune of the previous song again. Btw my first song is called Hei Bai Pei from Fan Wei Qi, as you all can see. Ok, why do I choose this?Cos some of you think it's not nice. I tell ya: IT'S NICE LOR!!! And anyway, you all have eaten that Wang Zai brand Hei Bai Pei before right? That one's nice too!!!!!And this song makes me think of Hei Bai Pei, so I like it!!!Yay!

Hmm and the second song,have to thank Justin. I went to his blog and heard that blog de song.And it rawks!!!!!Woohoo!So I used it.:) Sorry hor, Justin, I used the same song as you.XP

Finally got time to come and post.
Argh I screwed my Physics test!Why?I was ok at it normally...I think Ms Tan will be very disappointed in me.She is such a nice teacher yet I 辜负了
她...:'(
Anyway,yay my toe is healing at the speed of light(hmm take care its just an expression.Not literally,coz if my leg is healing at the speed of light, time will stop around my feet,haha).But I really hope I can start wearing normal white shoes to school next time, cos it really bothers me that everytime I go on the bus or the MRT train people will stare at my feet as if my slippers and bandage are gold-plated.I mean,what the big deal is there to see?Haven't they seen anyone fracture their toe before?In case you really had not,let me tell you:firstly,because it is a fracture, you will have a cast/ bandage on it.Secondly,because 1.it is painful(especially if ur fractured part is your little toe) 2.It obstructs the healing, I must wear slippers. So you all know now?Then next time don't stare at me like I have broken the school rules by wearing slippers to school.Thank you very much.
Um.So this is the end of my post.I just found out I only posted about 3 things.Oh ya btw Shepherd's Pie from Home Economics class was nice!I love potato!
Oh ya!And today Shaoyi they all decided to have a class gathering on 29 August.But place and time have not decided yet.Heard they were going to decide the place on that day itself.I am so thrilled that we finally have a class gathering!I MISS 6A!!!!! But why must it be on 29 August lorh. I may have CCA. Then I won't be able to go!!!!!Argh!!!!!But I am not really sure about CCA yet. Let's hope we don't have CCA on that day, cos I would never ever pon CCA for a gathering!Cos that would greatly disappoint my squadmates, and I dowan them to be disappointed and sad. So if I really have CCA, then I'm so sorry, 6A people, I won't be able to attend.But I really really hope that I can!



"Why...so...serious?"

Today something very hilarious happened.My mum went to school to fetch me because of my leg, then in the bus I slept.Then after that she told me that some RV boys in the bus said something like: " OMG!Look that RVian sleeping on other people's shoulder". I 当场要笑掉大牙. When did RV start accepting visually-impaired people? Somemore never use brains. In the bus I took my jacket from my mum's bag(and she even helped me wear it), so even if they didn't know it was my mum, they should have guessed she was related to me in some way. I would loved to have the pleasure of seeing their expressions when I tell them in the face,"that is my mum,dumbo". Too bad I didn't have the chance.XP Lol why they so blind. I DWL liao la.
Today had a very horrible headache.My head was almost breaking from the impact of it(wonder how much brain cells I lost:( ). Cause me to not be able to pay attention during NP.:( In fact it's still aching now. I really wonder if its just tension headache. Or something more serious? I really hope I will never have to bear this pain anymore. ::
Oh and talking about NP, today was our photo-shoot. Everyone wore full U except fror me coz I can't wear boots. Then I can't take part in the formal shoot. Which means my picture can't be in the yearbook. So sad.:( Not that I want people to see me or what, but my picture in the yearbook, under the headings NPCC will show that I'm a member of this CCA. And anyway I was actually quite looking forward to taking photos with my squadmates.:(
And last Friday(yes on 8/8/08!), our NCOs had ROD. I felt kinda useless as I can't perform at all, can't sing the song or dance the dance...The only help I provided was to help blow balloons..Xx But anyway the performance was nice!Especially NCO's dance! And of course I like our squad's dance too.And our squad sang really loudly for the song(well at least I can hear it quite well).:) But I sitting under the stage all alone, like so 凄凉 lorh,haha.
Hmm so from this, I've learnt a lesson: never, ever fracture yourself(Or hurt yourself in any other way, for that matter). Especially during the time where most of the important things will happen.Yea.Oh ya and be more careful. Especially when you are near things like beds(haha).
Recently got alot of ants. Those little critters are everywhere: On the computer table, on the kitchen table, in the bathroom sink(!??). And once I even found one on my crutches. Ew. They are seriously getting on my nerves. I can't wait for the winter season, where they'll just go hibernate and leave me alone. But then, the winter season is cold. I can't stand the cold.Brrrr....
When you started talking to me again, I admit i was pretty cold to you. Sorry. I was just...not really accustomed to it.I mean, after about one month, I am finally accustomed to not talking to you.Then suddenly you talked to me again...That time when you suddenly disappeared, I felt really strange...I was talking to you so much.. then suddenly I didn't talk to you anymore...So sorry if I was very bad to you during the last few days...

Hi people! Actually I have decided to make this blog dead, but after reading Sir Eric's email to the squad, I wanted to post something about it.:)
Cos its kinda touching, the encouragement that he gave us, to tell us to work hard...
Well, the email is basically....private, so I won't be telling ya'll the contents, but he attached a poem that I felt I must share with you all.


I’ve Learned…
I've learned… that if someone says something unkind about me, I must live so that no one will believe it.

I've learned...that the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.

I've learned...that just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day.

I've learned...that sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.

I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned...that the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned...that everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned…that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.

I've learned… that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I've learned… that it pays to believe in miracles.

I've learned… that you shouldn't go through life with a catchers mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back.

I've learned… that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up.

I've learned… that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.

I've learned… that you can tell a lot about a man by the way he handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.

I've learned… that making a living is not the same thing as making a life.

I've learned… that there are people who love you dearly but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned...that opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.

I've learned...that when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.

I've learned...that one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I've learned...that a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

I've learned...that I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.

I've learned...that everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.

I've learned...that life is tough, but I'm tougher.

I've learned… that I still have a lot to learn.

Yep.This is it. About how I feel about the poem. I think its all about life's little philosophies. Its what we should all strive to be. Of course, it seems impossible to achieve ALL, but, on second thoughts, remember that nothing is impossible?Yea.So I hope to achive this all, with all 30 of ya Bang Bang squaddies.Haha, thinking of it just makes me happy.