It's not that I don't want to go. Do you think that I wouldn't want to meet my good friend from primary school, whom I haven't seen and talked to for so long, and celebrate her birthday with her? Of course I really, really want to go. But I can't. My parents don't allow. To tell you the truth, this is what happened: Me: Can I go to her birthday celebration? Parents: Where is it held? Me: Err...she...say go there then decide. Parents: If dunno venue then cannot go. Me: Har...but I really wanna go...her birthday leh....Ok la actually it's at Sentosa. Parents: So far ah!!Aiya cannot go, so far away. Me: We won't go swim....So don't worry that we will drown... Parents: But it's too far. No don't go. And that's the end of the conversation. Damn I really hate myself for telling them the venue. I'm really really very sorry that I can't go, and I want to tell you that it's not that I don't think your birthday is not important, it's not that I don't want you to go, so don't be sad ok? I know that it's natural to be sad but don't be so emo and think that your birthday is not important because it is, and it is meaningful because that's the day that you're born and let me have such a good friend like you, so please be happy, I want to see a genuine smile on your face on your birthday and everyday of your life.:)
And you soar.
Thursday, 27 November 2008
Blah. Yesterday night had a very long dream. Strictly saying, it's actually two dreams, where the second dream is a continuation of the first. Strange hor?
Okok, so the first dream is in the washroom. I mean, not that kind of in-the-house washroom. Is those very big washrooms with alot of cubicles, like in shopping centres. Except that this washroom is really really very big, with really really alot of cubicles, and then some of them are toilets while the others are bathrooms. Then the characters are:
2J people,
and BB squad people.
Must be miss them too much. Keep dreaming about them. Anyway, I dreamt that it's bathing time(setting is probably some kind of camp),then everyone go and bathe. Ok i know this is very lame. But I've had this dream a couple of times already. Wonder if there's some meaning in it. Anyway, I forgot the rest of this dream.XD Haha.
Second dream is about all 2J people gather at some strange Japanese-style house to watch some international sporting event(Olympics?) on TV. Then one of us(can't say who, later get beaten) went there and appeared on TV. Then much to our shock, the person said some rude words. Then we were all like "OMGOSH!!!" then a certain teacher(can't say who, later get scolded.Anyway it's only a dream) suddenly popped up and talked to us about that incident(like as if it's our fault that the person said the rude word). Luckily, at this point of time, NPCC suddenly needed to do something and I was called away. I am saved!!!!
~~~The End~~~
Ya ya ya. It's lame and stupid. Lol. But it's super funny. And it's just a dream.
Anyway, went shopping yesterday. Actually, it was to
Buy things for Shi Han (birthday present)
Buy shirt for my dad (another birthday present)
Buy shoes for me (cos my casual shoes broke, and, surprise surprise, it's the only pair I have.)
Anyway, the first mission, TICK, third mission, TICK, second mission, BLANK. All the shirts were either too expensive( $89.90 for a short-sleeved collared shirt, anyone?), don't have the size, or not to my dad's liking. I mean, he didn't actually go with us, but we knew which one he won't want. So, dunno when we will find the perfect one.=.=
Btw, please tag if not I won't know you have come to my blog. Thanks.
Wednesday, 26 November 2008
It's quite sad. I go and tag at BB blog, then after that nobody tag for lioke so many days. Same with the 2J class blog. Why everything 冷场 everywhere I go?Argh. Damn sad can. :( But still, I very excited to do BB blog de songs leh!!! Bwahaha I am planning to do a Christmas edition and a Retro edition. Wahaha people don't kill me if the song is not nice kays? OMG Saturday I going to eat buffet. Argh going to get fat. Oh ya today went to get the present for Shi Han. Then need to write her name mah, then the girl at the counter was like, is this for your boyfriend? Then I was like,"Har?Erm,no, for my friend." But inside I was laughing like mad, omg super funny can. I mean, Shi Han is not even a guy, how can she be my BF? Anyway, I hope she likes the present I've got for her.:) I'm feeling cold now, so bye.
Wednesday, 19 November 2008
I DIE LIAO LAH. SERIOUSLY I DIE LIAO. I can't believe I lost my Chinese notebook. It's damn important lor. All the things I've learnt for the past year is in there. AND NOW I'VE LOST IT. Great, man. This is SO great. Now I have to recopy notes from classmates. somemore now is holiday. I wonder how long it's going to take. All my homework cannot do liao. (Yes, I must refer to that notebook when doing homework. If not you think I 神 ah, remember every single thing.) Somemore next year going Bicultural. Going to need those notes even more than ever. And then IT HAS TO GO MISSING. My luck has been sooo good recently.
See la, see la, everytime see see see. Now I let you see. Every single thing I do you also must see. I talk to my friends you also must see, I post on blog you also must see, I watch video you also must see. You think you what? Ghost ah? Everything I do you must 飘来飘去. Don't let me do certain things, fine la! Then everything I do you still must control and 监视.You don't have life, I have okay! I have my own privacy. Please respect me. I am not your puppet, I don't have to tell you about everything I do. And can you don't act like I very untrustable, like every half an hour must come over to the computer to see what I am doing? Seriously you act like I am a prisoner like that, like I have commited a thousand henious crimes before and you need to keep your surveillence on me like hell. And you don't have to ask about every single person I talk to on MSN like I everytime go out and meet strangers like that. I am not a dumb retard and I will not like go and meet anybody online. I have common sense, please la. And don't keep asking about every single guy I talk to. Don't worry, I am not a **** that will like go and have a million BFs or do anything funny. Really, you act like you think I am a person like that, and you act like you don't trust me at all, like every single thing I say is false and I am decieving you. And stop asking if I have a BF I already say a thousand times I don't have can you please trust me and respect me anot? Somemore everytime still say I very rude. If you don't respect me, how am I going to respect you? Initially, I very respect you one. Really. I ask you, have you ever seen me being rude to you when I was younger? But you didn't respect me, you think you deserve my respect? If you think you do, 我跟你说，你是无可救药。
Friday, 14 November 2008
Hiya fellows. Sorry didn't keep my promise of posting. I was too engrossed in watching 命中注定我爱你. It's quite nice. Anyway, I think my writing style very boring, so if you've got any comments on how to change it, please tell me. Will greatly appreciate it.:D
Anyway, had act on Tuesday(11 Nov). The people who go to class chalet very heng leh, the NCOs didn't really look angry when we told them that the people went chalet. But I don't know what will happen when they all get back. Well at first, we had drill in Half U. Then we were all very emo and sian, so after drilling for dunno how long our NCOs aand us had a "talk" instead, about why we are so emo and sian. So we told them that we're very tired. And Jovie obviously had alot of things to say(somemore keep complaining to us) but when we finally tell NCOs and they let him have a chance to say something, he don't dare say.=.= Then at CC we built tents, but took a very, very, very long time(and the quality is not that good either). So after lunch we built again. And guess what? We took the very same very, very, very long time to finish it.=_=lll But the quality of the tent was better. Then we lay in the tent for awhile. I tell ya, it's super shuang lor!!!To lie in a tent that you've built together with your squadmate's and your own hands. Then we thought that we're going to have PT, so we were like thinking, 'No!No! Please don't let us have PT!!!We already very tired!' And guess what? We really didn't have PT!!!Then we were really surprised and abit relieved. But I hope the next act we will have PT,cos PT just RAWKS!!!!!
Oh ya then I had a new haircut on that day also!!!!But then it has already grown longer. So sad....I liked what the the just-cut-finish hairstyle looked like...Why grow so fast?!3 days only leh!!! :'(
Then on Wednesday (12 Nov) I went to Vivo with my mum. Didn't buy anything much cos everything there is just so expensive. Then somemore almost all the female clothes there is either for working women or for toddlers. Oh ya speaking about toddlers, all the toddler clothes there super nice!!!You all must go see if got the chance. Then somemore super ex. Nowadays de kids so 享受, not like during my time....Not that my time is very long ago la, haha.XD But I got buy one thing, which is- candy from Candy Empire!!!! Ok, so it's called Chelsea(the brand) toffees, and it's very very delicious(if you don't mind the sweetness and stickiness)!!! Well thats all.X) Actually wanted to buy a green checkered BF shirt from Baleno, but mum don't allow cos she don't think it's nice.:( Nvmd, anyway I got save money cos I didn't spend it on that shirt,haha. So, that's all! Oh ya you know recently TV got advertise this album called Beautiful Songs right? Anyone bought it or found it on the Internet, please tell me cos I would like to listen to some of the songs there but dunno the name. Thanks!!!:)
Tuesday, 11 November 2008
Hi guys/gals. Feeling very tired right now but I will post anyway.
Had class chalet yesterday. Actually it was supposed to be yesterday, today and tomorrow, but I can only attend yesterday. So anyway went with Shixin they all to buy BBQ items, then met up with the others to go to the chalet. The chalet is SUPER SUPER BIG!!!!!!!I mean, it's big for a chalet la. It's like 2/3 of my house. And it's really nice cos got aircon and alot of balconies and the barberque pit is just behind the house, so you can like, open the back balcony door, then 'look there's the BBQ pit!' Btw, I announce that I HAVE TOTALLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH BARBERQUE!!!!Of course, I'm not the one who fan the charcoal, start the fire or marinate the chicken wings, so I don't know how hard it is(is it hard?), but I like the smell of the barberque, I like turning and checking that the food is cooked, and last but not least, I LOVE eating BBQ food!!! Anyway yesterday I ate quite alot of satays. And some nuggets. And I ate marshmallows until I became sick of them(seriously, bbq marshmallows are kinda disgusting.). The guys yesterday very gentlemen, help us cook the food:). But I hope they didn't burp into the food(tsk tsk, Zhiyang and Matt.).Joking joking. But Zhiyang was like so fascinated that I didn't wear my glasses=.=.Very 稀奇 meh, me not wearing my glasses. Anyway, yesterday we also watched Final Fantasy Advent Children, cos the guys started to watch and we were 'attracted' by the scenes in the movie and started to watch too. Quite nice la. I think I like Cloud more than the other male character(dunno his name) later in the FF series. But I like Yuna better than Tifa. But I like Denzel best!!!!Dunno why, but he's my favourite character. Oh and I know this is strange,but I like the white haired bad guy(not Sephiroth). I think he's called Kadaj.
Btw, found this picture of Cloud. Cool right. I like the glasses.
Anyway, gotta go*yawns*. Will tell you about today tomorrow.(lol. Sounds strange.)
Our class video!!! Yay!!!Credits to Kimyee(pls tell me if I left you out)!!! Anyway, I'm kinda sad and scared that we'll be leaving 2J. It's hard to imagine our class, being so bonded for two years, spilt up and going to different classes. And I'll be feeling very insecure too, without any 2 Jellybeans with me in the new class. I don't know how I'm going to get through everyday without you guys. I'm really gonna miss ya'll lots. And I'll forever remember ya'll, everyone of you:
Shixin's super professional manga drawings^_^ ;
Vanessa being able to sleep regardless of the time, and placeXD ;
Cherie, my ex-tablepartner who is super thin and whose blog I think is super nice to read;) ;
Weiying, who I always irriate(not purposely one ok!) and who gets irritated by me(oh and loves to say dabian!!)Xp ;
Grace, who sits two seats behind and is very nice:) ;
Shi Min, who(I think) likes to laugh alot(Like me!!!)+_^ ;
Priscilla, who is hardworking, love to bully Shuyu(lol) and is super cute when she acts cute!!!=) ;
Felicia, the cat of 2J!!!!*Miao* ;
Shuyu, the percussionist who has at least one curse word in almost every sentence(no, wait, Shuyu don't throw rotten eggs at me!What I'm saying is true lor!)Xd ;
Hsiao Tien, the super pro in Lang Arts and Chinese one*woah~* ;
Kimyee, my ex tablepartner(yo partner!:)) who has a red tomato face!!!*kawaii desu ne~* ;
Cari, the one who organises all our CIPs with Veron(and did a good job of it!):) ;
Rachel, our responsible chairwoman who is 跟我一样的 lame 品种o.0 ;
Weijuan, the quiet quiet one who loves to read books!!!:) ;
Jocelyn, who is super cute and super blur!!! X) ;
Xiu Han, lol that's me, no comments(except that I look toot), invite you to help me add some hereXD ;
Veron, who organises our CIPs with Cari and is CIP pro!!(canI have your CIP hours please?) X) ;
Vivian, whose only imperfect area is that she is too PERFECT!!!XD ;
Angela, who is super thin, super nice and looks super cute when she puffs her cheeks! *面包超人~!* ;
Yuning, the pro kia in studies!!!:) ;
Alfino, our Lang Arts Rep that is super pro in Lang Arts, and who loves shaking around! *shake,shake~omg it's contagious!* ;
Matthew, the pro in Maths and who is a very nice guy!:) ;
Tze Chong, who owns in beatboxing and Rubik's cube!^_^ ;
Huang Ching, whom I don't really talk to, but who I think is 很讲义气;) ;
Joshua, super good in Lang Arts and who is cheeky but humorous!(and loves to hug his jacket)X) ;
Justin, the absolute Jap fanatic!!!*yay cheers to anime and Jap songs* ;
Eugene, who draws super cute cartoons and is another drawing pro!*I think you should take Art,yep* ;
Feihon, super passionate about Band and music!:) ;
Chengyu, whose CC represents alot of things! Class chairman(ex), Com Club, sissy(no offence)...And loves singing!*I wanna be a Pop Star~lols* ;
Zhiyang, professional burper(lol), good in Maths and Rubik's cube, and who can't really get along with meXD ;
Jun Jie, our class chairman who will be a future pop star!^_o ;
Benjamin, the person who likes to ask silly questions, and can play computer games everyday during exams yet get a good score!!!6_6 ;
And last but not least, Jie Kai, the Dogmaster!!!!*woof woof~* ;
Our class, with 33 different unique personalities, just like 33 flavours of Jellybeans in a bottle! Thanks for all the memories ya'll have given and for all we all went through: the fun times, the emo times, the happy times, the noisy times(haha), the anxious/excited times, and the times when 2J owned all the competitions!!! And all those jokes that we made in class(now...****~, naw la naw la~, Weiying scale). The precious memories that you all have given me will be remembered always. Lastly, I hope that everyone will be successful and happy in their new class, and never forget 2Jellybeans!!!!
2 Jellybeans forever!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, 6 November 2008
Hi peoples. After a few quite busy days...Finally I get to post. Today was the Learning Symposium(which everyone thinks is totally useless, including me). Stayed up until 12 to draw the props, damn tired. Then still have to lug to school. We rushed here and there in the morning trying to find the teacher but in the end he was nowhere to be found. Then we went back to class and then saw him, then found out he was finding us too.=.= Then we had to stay in the classroom for so long and listen to other people's presentations too, for like 3 times. Then can't even go our class game stall help out.X( Our class de game stall rawks la. And our game was one of the best and most popular. Haha quite a big part of credits to Zhiyang, for letting people hit his face. Wahaha. And credits to everyone in 2J who helped out too!! Yay so happy. That is the only part of Learning Symposium that I like.
OMGosh OMGosh!!!My Chinses teacher just called me to tell me something about bicultural but I was tired so I didn't really listen and I thought it was one of my friends and I just replied like how I would reply to my friend!!!Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!*bangs head on keyboard*
Anyway, you all know the Asience advertisement? Then got this Korean star saying,"As long as you wish to be beautiful, you will be beautiful." Then I found the background music,called 'Stay Gold', by Utada Hikaru. It's really 好听!!! Here are the Youtube links: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xxMw-usm3Zw&feature=related
Or you can just listen to the music without the video cos I'm going to put it as my blog song anyway.
Anyway, I decided that I will watch the Kingdom Hearts movie/anime or whatever there is, cos from the scenes in the video, it looked quite nice to watch. But I don't like the Disney characters(Donald Duck, Goofy, dunno if got Mickey Mouse) cos they look strange in the computer graphics.
Anyway recently the guys in class keep singing the pop star song. Then like very interesting so I went to search. So here's the results-"Pop Star" by Ken Hirai: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQL82iqPE1Q Guy's actions + voice abit gay but the song is quite nice. And the video! The video is cute!!!But as I said, the guy's actions abit gay(cos he act cute).
Today got alot of songs wanna share,haha. Here's an album,为你而活 by a new group/band called 神木与瞳, otherwise known as Y2J. Below are the songs from the album:
My favourite songs are 为你而活 and 武装的蔷薇. Hope you like the songs, cos I do.:)
Yes!Just now play Yahoo! Games Four Second Fury, got my highest record of 85 seconds!!!*clapclapclap* And there's this game called "Cosmico", which is very sweet and kinda sad. And fun.:)(URL: http://games.yahoo.com/free-games/cosmico)
Admit it. You never cared. Our friendship is just shit. At least that's what you treat it as. Right? But I wish that you will just tell me. So that all this can end, instead of me clinging onto those slivers of hope that our friendship is still strong. Please don't try to be nice to me. This will only make me get the impression that we are still good friends, and entice me to continue hoping for the miracle that never happens. Please just tell me straight, not act coldly towards me. If you continue giving the cold shoulder, yet don't tell me the reason, I will get even more hurt.
I am trying hard to hold onto the rope, but it's breaking.
Sunday, 2 November 2008
Hi. Abit tired about writing. But I've got so many things to write.
Went to Jurong Point to watch High School Musical 3 on Friday. The story is very, very predictable. Can't tell you what happened in the movie though, cos spoiler. But I quite like the soundtrack. Especially this song called "Scream", sung by Troy a.k.a. Zac Efron. Lyrics kinda say mny feelings right now. Will try to get the song and put it up here. Haha and guess what. My lunch that day was one whole box of popcorn. Lol.
Parents still cannot be persuaded. Still want me to take something that has no future and that I'm not really interested in. I am already starting to give up. But no, I can't. Cos it's not anybody elses', but MINE, mine future.
Saturday. Went to Marsiling to buy things with my mum. Found that old old shop which sells the snacks that I ate when I was young. Of course I bought some. Super nice. 每一口都包含着我的童年回忆。Then went to Sembawang. Originally intended to buy baking supplies from Red Man, but when we got there, we found that the shop has been replaced by Starhub.X( But we still went to Sun Plaza to window-shop. Went to this Dashion, then I thought that I have not worn dresses for a very long time, so I chose some skirts to try on. Then there was this very nice one,but super expensive. Still bought it anyway, cos I think it quite fits me. But I won't be able to buy another piece of clothing for the rest of this year, seeing as how much this dress costed. Then went to buy Mr Bean soyabean milk. It's the best brand of soyabean milk. You can taste the soyabean flavour, not like other brands whose soyabean milk are only full of sugar.
Btw, got this new game called Hotel 626 . Heard that it's quite a nice thriller game. But haven't got down to trying it cos at first, I am abit scared of things like "What if got scary boo things that suddenly pop- up from nowhere?" Then when I finally persuaded myself to try the game, my brother came to snatch the com away.=.= And then after that I didn't get to use the com at all until now, cos last night he used the com until after midnight, then started using the com very early this morning and haven't stopped until just now.=.= My poor com.
Now it's raining quite heavily. Got thunder. Better go now. Bye.
