I'm getting quite emo now.
Realized that this holidays, haven't been connecting with my friends at all.
 And there were some outings, and I wasn't informed.:(
Until someone else came and asked me if I was going or not.

I'm not blaming them, but just that I feel quite neglected.
Although I admit that I also didn't talk to them much for the whole holidays.
Also admit it's partly my fault too, for getting so isolated from the others.

I guess I'll be the kind of person who, after graduation or leaving will just gradually get forgotten.
And then at some gathering ten or twenty years later, they'll just forget to invite me.

Or
maybe lose contact with me?
I don't know which is worse.