Haven't been feeling good recently.
I thought life will get better after OBS.
But apparently I'm wrong.

School sucks, and whatever outside of school sucks too.
Not suck suck, just kinda suck in a way.
Oh well, you'll probably understand better if I tell you.

Like, say, a week ago, I felt like our friendship just disintegrated.
Ok not that bad, but it's certainly like a rusty iron chain that's about to break at any moment if you are not careful.
But I'm just tired of being careful.
I don't want to have to look at peoples' every expression before I do or say anything.
I just want to be myself, but I can't.

This week.
The worst week ever.
Everything bad falls on me.
I feel like I'm in a hailstorm, and the nearest shelter is miles away.
My Geog test is so screwed.
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
Geog used to be one of my better subjects, but this time is an anomaly.
You know how much I got for my assignment? 12.5 over 25 marks.
What kind of people that has the basic IQ requirements can suddenly almost fail Geog when they have been passing it all along?
My Geog test is even worse.
I haven't even got back my paper and I've confirmed that my paper will -8 marks.
How worse will it be when I get my paper back?

The results of my Maths test hit me like a rock.
Oh, well, I passed, but how bad can it get?
The teacher said that it's the easiest test of the year ( I can see that too).
If I score like that now, what about the tests after this?
Can I just for once freaking stop making those stupid careless mistakes?Stop being so unconfident about my answers and leaving things blank as a result, when I can actually get the answer?Stop being blur and start thinking more, so that I can actually answer questions correctly?

And just after that was the Chem test.
I don't know why but I just become damn stupid during a test.
I'm sure I can answer it correctly if it was not a test.
But the problem IS, I have to answer it correctly during the test, not out of the test.
That's the BIGGEST problem.
I don't get why I just lose my common sense when the test starts.
I just get those questions wrong.
Questions that can be answered simply by using your common sense.
I haven't got the paper back and I'm already sure that 3 quarters of my first page is wrong.
How bad is that?
Can I please snap out of my dreamlike state and start working hard?Please?!?!

This is the first time in my life that the week just before CNY can be so bad.
Today is only Tuesday, the second day of the week.
I hope there will be no more disappointments and sadness from this day on.



On a lighter notes, here are some songs.
Some are old and some are new.
Hope you like them.
K let's start with songs introduced by people.



《画沙》 by 袁咏琳， featuring Jay Chou.
At first I was just neutral to the song, but after hearing it once again on radio, I quite like the starting and the part before the chorus.
And I didn't really like the chorus.
Cos the song is like 酷酷的，then at the chorus suddenly the song become very happy.
It feels kind of like the chorus doesn't "rhyme" with the other parts of the song, lol.
But that's just my personal opinion, of course.
And of course I still like the song, no matter what.:)

Next is a song currently very popular with the younger generation, especially guys.(ahaha)


'Gee' by Girl's Generation, also known as SNSD.
A very lively song, very cute too.:)
A very good song to dance along to too.:)

Next, this song was introduced by the same person.
I don't really listen to rock but this is quite nice.:)


'Dance Floor Anthem' by Good Charlotte.
I like the lyrics, got story de.:)
And I like the part(it's called the bridge i think) starting from "She calls him up/She's tripping on the phone line...", where they used a higher pitch to sing compared to the front.



'Dancing in the Moonlight' by Toploader.:)
Very Very old song, from more than 10 years ago.
But, it's nice right?:)
Actually the MV is nicer to watch, but Sony Entertainment didn't allow us to view it.:(
But never mind, just enjoy the song.:)


Next are songs that are similar in one way or the other.
Actually only 4 songs in total la.Ok maybe 5.





First song is 'Love Me' by Justin Bieber, second song is 'Lovefool' by The Cardigans(a very old band).
Basically their similarity is in their chorus.
Just listen and you will know, haha.
Basically I think that The Cardigans' version has more feelings. Justin Bieber's version is just, singing lor.
But can't blame him la, he still young.
I like both songs btw.:)

Speaking of 'Lovefool', reminds me of this song:


'Love Drunk' by Boys Like Girls has not much link with 'Lovefool' except for similarities in name, haha.
But cos 'Love Drunk' is a nice song, so I share with whoever who cares to come to my blog.:)

Next, two entirely different songs with the same name: When I'm Gone.





First one by Simple Plan, second one by Click 5.
I like the Simple Plan one more.
I used to like the Click 5 one, but now it's just neutral.
But now I think I'm beginning to like it again, lol.
Sad that the Simple Plan MV embedding is disabled, cos the MV will make you laugh.XD If you have the time, look here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8G3hHgQIwyQ

That's all.
Bye!