Before the snow thaws,.

Remember this?
Here's the MV.
According to other Youtube users, 拍的很烂(I kinda agree, lol).
But the main thing is, finally got a version with full song!
Yayayay!

Title of song is self explanatory.
This song is damn damn nice ok.
Too bad no live version.

Shinjitsu no Uta(Song of Truths) is an OST from Inuyasha.
Original singer is Do As Infinity.
My favourite song from the series.
This guy plays it the best on Youtube.
Too bad he seems so rigid.
It would better improve his performance if he can add more emotions to the song by moving(I don't know how to describe, its just the way some piano players will move their body along to the music when they're playing).

I believe many of you have watched the show 就想赖着你.
This the 插曲 from the series, and also the one I like most.
I like her voice.
又刚又柔。
It reminds me of 伍家辉's voice, especially at chorus.
And I feel that some of the lyrics are quite-how to say-meaningful to me.

'Don't Say "Lazy" ' is the ending song from the anime 'K-ON!'.
I like it's upbeat music, it makes me feel like picking up a guitar and ROCK ON!(But, of course I don't know how to play the guitar, lol)

Life has been down in the dumps lately.
Sometimes I feel isolated.
And I feel that the one isolating me is myself.
I don't know, it's like 我跟别人没有话题.
I don't listen to the music they do, They don't listen to the music that I do.
I'm not crazy about the things that they are, they're not crazy about the same things that I am.
They care and know alot about the cadets, I care and know alot about how to prevent people from flouting rules in the NP room.
They are passionate about things that I don't really care about. Me, I'm not passionate at all.
School for me is just a torture camp, what I really want to do is just go home.
I'm just drifting through the whole day like an invisible ghost.
Sometimes, I wonder if it will be different if I'm in a different class, different school, different country.
But since the problem lies with me, I guess nothing will change even if the environment changes.
But I can't possibly change my tastes just to suit other people.
I wonder if, somewhere in the world, there are people who share my similar interests.
If there are people like me who really want to talk, but don't know how to.

I guess I'm just not comfortable in crowds.
I am even fearful outside school, whether I'm walking home or in the MRT.
I am afraid of people's stares, people talking and laughing and I can't hear what they are saying, afraid of getting too close to ppl.
What the hell is wrong with me.
Guess I'm really just suited to live a life in isolation.

And yesterday.
Those harsh words really hurt me.
What happened was just a small thing.
I know you are stressed but don't treat me like a pile of dog shit just because my standard is lower than yours.

And you.
Wl you are the one who forced me to conduct the lesson,and is lazy enough to just sit there and do nothing.
And then after that you tell me that my lesson was 烂, then still comment so much.
Wth if you think you're so pro, then why don't you just conduct the lesson yourself?
I alr tell you I can't conduct, then you don't believe, AND NOW YOU BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING THAT GOES WRONG?
You are another person that treats me like a pile of shit, I know.
What am I, your maid, your punching bag, a ragdoll that you can just push around?
What the f la.

Had lots and lots of things to confide actually.
But seeing that you have so many problems of your own, it would be really inconsiderate of me if I did.
And I discover that sometimes we really hide alot of things from one another.
Oh well, at least I don't have to remember the sad things when I'm talking with you.

Last thing, 'Defying Gravity' from some show called Glee.
Hope it gives some hope.