I'm supposed to be doing my homework now, but oh well.
Since I'm waiting for someone to go on Facebook/come online, I might as well write something here.

When something secretly goes out of your life bit by bit, you never realize, until it suddenly dawns on you that it is gone.
Just like a leaking pail-you never notice that the height of the water is slowly going down until one day you find no water in it.
My friends used to call me a "polar bear" due to my incessant lameness that never fails to make them freeze.
However, lately(no, in fact it has been a long time already), that lameness is gone. Disappeared. Vanished into thin air.
And I didn't even realize it was ebbing away, until one day I could not find one single drop of lameness left in me.
Sure, it was childish and it caused people to be unable to take me seriously.
But it was also my source of happiness, in that it enabled me to think more optimistically about stuff.
It enabled me to maintain a child-like heart; an innocence, when I think in the way that transcends logical boundaries, and yet was logical.
I miss that feeling of exhilaration when I thought of something lame,imagined the reaction of my fellow peers in my head, and laughed quietly to myself.
Now, my brain is as still as dead water.
No fish swimming in it, no stones to produce ripples.
I guess that the day I subconsciously decided to shut myself in was the day that this lameness went *poof*, the day that I could no longer think of anything to say.
If only I could get it back.
If only getting it back was as simple as losing it.




Yay Soda Green's newest song!!!
It has really pretty lyrics.

且 點燃這世界的光
看 我的夜照亮
哭 管他是非多無常
笑 粉墨也登場
笑鬧人間 無止境的畫面 或柔情或狂顛
無處不玩成仙
我笑 因為驕傲 踐踏所有煩惱 抓住沿路記號
我鬧 唱著腔調 快樂永遠不老 隨享音樂的好
我喔 喔喔 我喔喔喔 我喔喔喔 逍遙
來 一片雲配一杯茶
去 心裡的故鄉
如 一陣雨配一抹沙
風 景色純似畫
笑鬧人間 無止境的畫面 或柔情或狂顛
無處不玩成仙
我笑 因為驕傲 踐踏所有煩惱 抓住沿路記號
我鬧 唱著腔調 快樂永遠不老 隨享音樂的好
我喔喔喔 我喔喔喔 我喔喔喔 我喔喔喔 我喔喔喔 我喔喔喔 逍遙

I always admire 青峰 and gang's song-writing abilities.
I could never write like that(unless I wake up one day with lots and lots of beautiful Chinese phrases in my head; or something of that sort), and even if I could, I don't have a band to play it with. :X
I really envy 苏打绿's 默契; their ease when being with each other- that's something that is really difficult to achieve.
I guess you'll have to know someone for a very, very long time for that, unless you and your friends are the type that just click really well.
I sure wish I was like that. >.<



And yay Soda Green's newest performance!!!
Held in the hometown of The Beatles - Liverpool, UK.
So 感动 when I see all the students studying overseas coming from a long way to attend their performances.
Really envy them too-when can I get to see a live Soda Green performance?! *pouts*



Another video, this time of them on their journey to/in UK.
A big LOL at their witty antics.
They're just like teenagers(technically they are still 青年 cos they're not 30 yet, haha), mucking around and creating funny poses for the camera and such.
Just watching them brings a smile to my face, a big big smile.:D
They never fail to cheer me up.:)
Love them!!!